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Thirty Awd Years

from 30 AWD YEARS by Awdbawl



Nobody knows how it’ll play out
But I’m a little late
Lower middle aged now
Sitting center stage and I stay doubting
Every day counting the ways in a fit of rage shouting
At stray white hairs saying stay right there
It’s like a strange nightmare when I face my mirror
I wouldn’t say I care but today I dared
To let my blank eyes stare and I’ve aged light years so
If the secrets simple ima need examples
I don’t mean to be resentful but can’t delete the impulse
I went from a geek with pimples, then blinked and seen some wrinkles
I just hope the time between has been eventful
You’re only as old as you feel
Well my knees feel old as the hills and I’m sober from pills
So I guess I don’t know how to deal
Cause my legs don’t hold me as well when it cold and I’m chilled
But still
As a whole I can deal with the moments
The groans and the ills
I know its uphill and Its lonely but only until
They rebuild my components when cloning is real

I know you don’t know what i’m going through
I know you don’t know what im going through

Yea yea yea yea
I’m not what you’ve been told
Man that blueprints old
I’ve improved the fuses the screws and bolts
And then tuned up the loose ends
lubed my soul
And shed the useless views that I used to hold
I don’t lose control
Over dudes trying to prove they bold
I leave them newbs alone
and when that mood is shown I see the clues
Thats my to cue to go
It aint cool
Thank you but no
Cause its been Thirty odd years I’m alert and all ears
Don’t believe the story y’all hear
I used to be a nerd and all weird back before I bought beer
But now the smell of bourbons in my dirty long beard yea
But so I’m sure were all clear,
I feel worry not fear
In a hurry not scared
Getting blurry now that forty draws near
You might have heard its been a Pretty hard thirty odd years

I know you don’t know what i’m going through
I know you don’t know what i’m going through


from 30 AWD YEARS, released April 4, 2022
Written by Awdbawl
Produced by Lost Lane
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Vallo at South Bay Sounds


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